It's been ages since I've written anything here.


And I haven't exactly been dead to the world, just... immersed. I've been drowning in bills and life, trying to figure out which way is up, and which is down, and how to get my life back on track.

My divorce was finalized back in June-- on my anniversary to be exact-- and although I've been separated from him for a long time, it's taking me time to get used to the fact that I don't have that one person anymore. I've moved again, for the third time in a little over a year and a half, and am currently back home once more. I'm just hoping to pull myself out of this rut that I'm in financially.

Of course, it would be so much easier if I didn't have this crazy addiction to Renaissance Festivals... lol. I've been four times so far this year; twice to Kentucky's, and twice to Ohio's, and I shall probably be returning next weekend as well, however I won't have the money to spend, but it's my escape.

I miss you all so much.. Rave, Yoli, Chasi... I hope you haven't forgotten me, because I can't forget any of you. I pray that you're all doing well, and that things are playing in your favor. I love you all dearly.

God.


I really can't believe that its already been an entire year.

I just got my dA last January and here it is all over again.

I know its been a long time since I've written here or anything, but I've been so incredibly busy and I hope that everyone understands, and I'm sure that we're honestly all so wrapped up in whats going on in our everyday lives that sometimes its hard to just find a few minutes for yourself.. (Wow, talk about your run-ons!) But, no, its really amazing when you sit back and remember all of the good times and the bad of the past year, and-- hopefully-- the good outweigh the bad.

My year was full of its ups and downs for sure. From my ex-husband deploying to Iraq, my coming back to Ohio, to my asking him for a divorce, all while trying to find a job that I enjoyed enough to stay at. He's back from Iraq, I have some of the most amazing friends that any girl could ask for-- they're my strength, and I'll tell you what: they keep me sane. I got three tattoos this year, my first one included. One of my best friends found out that she is pregnant and they heard the baby's heartbeat for the first time the other day. I was asked to be the godmother too, so you can only imagine how excited I am

I've become addicted to Family Guy and I'm moving up the food chain at work, since I'm a server trainer now. I'm seriously debating whether or not I want to get into management or not. We'll see how the next few months go.

The Renaissance Festival was a big deal to me (as I'm sure we all know.. hahaha), and I enjoyed myself immensely. Its going to be even crazier next year, especially since my biological father and his friends are building up their own Faire, and if it takes off, I've already been asked to be a manager at it; well, the Stable Manager anyhow. Or Assistant manager. I don't know. It'll be fun though I think.

But, yes.. If you've made it to the end of this, I don't know whether to congratulate you or feel sorry for you for reading all of my boring thoughts lol..



I miss everyone so much.. I'm dying to talk to every one of you.. Not to mention I'm fiending for a roleplay!

Much love to everyone, and I hope that you all had a very Merry Christmas and an outrageously fun! -- but safe!-- New Years!

I swear I'm still alive!

I've just been so busy its insane. Still working at the Lobster, waiting on some of the worst people out there. Oh well. I moved at the very end of August into my apartment with my friend Lindsey. So far so good Princess has adjusted I think, but she needs a companion.. She's been going a bit stir crazy here lately. I would like to get a dog, the companionship and not to mention the fact that my ass will actually go for walks every single day (which I need to do). So yeah. Haha.

Dragons have been dancing in my head lately, trying to claw their way onto paper.. I'm hoping that I'm able to get a few more out.. I want to start drawing again. No, scratch that. I need to start drawing again. Dragons, faeries, my furries, anything! And start taking more pictures too xD Especially of the faire. Lots and lots. I'm going Sunday with Marti, her boyfriend Josh, her friend Becca and Becca's four-year-old daughter, and my biological dad, Bill. Its gonna be a fun time! I'm gonna try and take as many pictures as I can and upload 'em.

Alrighty.. Now I'm rambling. Ahah. I'm done xD I'd be surprised if anyone actually read this far, considering I haven't said a lot ._.

I love Army of Darkness. All hail Bruce Campbell!! xD Okay. Officially done now, lol.

Its been so long since I've updated this...

I've asked him for the divorce.
I'm looking for an apartment with one of my friends right now.
I have two jobs currently, going for a third one here in about two weeks I think.
I also bought a new car back in May.
Its a 2003 Pontiac Grand Prix SE.
Its purrrtay!
I drive waaaaaaay too much though.
I'm still around, although not drawing like I want to be.
I've hit a writer's block as well, and I have no clue how to break through it.
I'm trying though!

I love you all, and miss you so damn much! <3

Hugs and Love to everyone!

So. Nothing all that new going on here.

My husband's been deployed now.
I've been alone for the past few nights.
I'm doing okay.
I think.
There's a lot of packing that I still need to finish.
Anyone need a bed or a couch?
Lol.
I'll give it to ya, but you need to come get it
Dishes too